Orange

For the longest while
My dream was an orange Lamborghini
And another one in lime
And another in purple
But mainly that orange one
The perfect shade of orange
But I do not know how to
Get to orange
I do not know what my future holds
I have no drive to get there
Sometimes I don’t even care
Sometimes I want it to stop
Because I can see my life
Drifting away
And I don’t know where to direct it
I don’t know how to direct it
And I don’t know how to lead myself
To that perfect shade of orange