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I'm kinda lost right now. I've been very busy. I'm trying to come back to my muses without having to rely on being upset. It's not working. There have been some pretty devastating blows as of late. I've lost someone recently. You probably saw it on the news. I'm not going to name her. She wasn't a victim of the shooting. Just a beautiful butterfly spirited girl that got taken by nature. I miss her dearly. She was a sister and part of the family. I don't want to talk about it.
I don't know why I'm updating this. Sometimes I just feel like I need someone to talk to ya know?
I dropped out of college. This is my year off. I have about four jobs and not very many friends. No one to really talk to friend wise. Though my dad says I can talk to him any time... but yeah no.
So like I said. Just kinda lost right now. I have two things I can upload tonight. Don't know when the next one's coming. Whenever I get a chance to write something that doesn't suck I guess.
Sorry to be the Christmas downer. I'll try to be more positive in the new year. Two am always finds me buried in my musings and typically pretty sad. Maybe I should go to sleep. There's a novel idea.
I'm out
Rachel
Oh. And Happy Holidays
I don't know why I'm updating this. Sometimes I just feel like I need someone to talk to ya know?
I dropped out of college. This is my year off. I have about four jobs and not very many friends. No one to really talk to friend wise. Though my dad says I can talk to him any time... but yeah no.
So like I said. Just kinda lost right now. I have two things I can upload tonight. Don't know when the next one's coming. Whenever I get a chance to write something that doesn't suck I guess.
Sorry to be the Christmas downer. I'll try to be more positive in the new year. Two am always finds me buried in my musings and typically pretty sad. Maybe I should go to sleep. There's a novel idea.
I'm out
Rachel
Oh. And Happy Holidays
On the topic of Love...
(This is an excerpt from one of the letters that I've been writing to my friend in Basic Training. I try to keep him thinking. I don't want all his personality and thoughts to get squashed out of him. I thought this would be an interesting excerpt to post here.)
I start with the notion: What is love? It's a question I've been asking myself a lot lately.
Is it just an attachment we form by spending a lot of time with someone who is a great person? Is it something we decide? How does one know if they are in love? And why is it so easy to determine whether or not we love our friends but not our significant others?
I feel like I'm both afraid
Still here... very busy.
I've been writing letters to a friend lately that is in basic training. There was one on love that I wrote the other day... I think I may try and post some of it later. It was interesting to think about. I think it would be interesting to talk about.
Hey there...
Anyway. I started a craft blog.
http://shemakeswhatshewants.blogspot.com/
There are two posts there now. More should be coming soon. I've been a bit busy trying to get everything situated here.
Follow me there if you want. That would be cool :D
Maybe
Maybe it's time for me to grow up. Not sure exactly what this would entail, but it's on my mind currently so I'm writing it.
In other news, I've discontinued my premium membership. It wasn't really worth the money what with me not really being on here much anymore.
Also. I'm dropping out of Pratt after this semester. Plans for next year aren't solid yet. I'll keep you posted.
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