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Rachel
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Alright. I dunno what to write for here. This is me. These are my songs. I like writing songs. I've been doing it since before I can remember. Sometimes I submit. Sometimes I don't.
I like to drive fast. I like to turn up my radio and drown out the sounds of the world.
I like to dye my hair. I get tired of things after a while.
I have trouble paying attention and my mind jumps around a lot.
I like to read.
I love to sing. I never stop.
I can think of a song to match pretty much anything someone says.
I feel like my parents are overprotective and sometimes I wish they would just stop asking questions and let me figure things out for myself.
I'm smart enough to be in all honors classes but I like just coasting by and doing what I want.
Winter is my favorite season.
The ocean is beautiful but it scares me.
Sometimes I arrogantly wonder how come people who aren't as good as me have more page views and watchers than I do. I still wonder this. maybe they're nicer.
I'm a huge flirt and sometimes it gets me in trouble.
My little brother means the world to me.
I'm daddy's girl.
I like to act crazy.
I fall down a lot.
I come up with some of the best ideas but then I can't do them because it's illegal.
I almost always have good dreams.
I love movies.
I'm ridiculously paranoid.
I'm a hopeless romantic.
I day dream.
I'm a dreamer in general.
I can love with all my heart.
Break my heart and it takes me years to recover.
I have anger management problems.
It makes me happy when people say I hit like a boy.
I like planning parties.
I'm always worried no one likes me.
I'm not happy with myself.
I've resigned myself to the fact that I'll never be who I want to be.

I'm not looking for drama. And I'm not looking for critique unless I ask for it. I write for the sake of writing. I write to keep myself from causing harm. I write because I write, for no one else's benefit but mine. So to recap: NO CRITIQUE UNLESS I SPECIFICALLY ASK FOR IT. I don't want to know how to make my work better. I like to see how I improve on my own.

Here are my views on people who submit their things to twenty thousand groups (it makes me want to murder them.)[link]

And lastly I'll say this: I am picky about what I favorite, but I rarely ever comment. If I have commented, you better feel pretty fucking special.

So here's to the dreamers, cause real life is shit, and dreams are all we have.
I'm kinda lost right now. I've been very busy. I'm trying to come back to my muses without having to rely on being upset. It's not working. There have been some pretty devastating blows as of late. I've lost someone recently. You probably saw it on the news. I'm not going to name her. She wasn't a victim of the shooting. Just a beautiful butterfly spirited girl that got taken by nature. I miss her dearly. She was a sister and part of the family. I don't want to talk about it.

I don't know why I'm updating this. Sometimes I just feel like I need someone to talk to ya know?

I dropped out of college. This is my year off. I have about four jobs and not very many friends. No one to really talk to friend wise. Though my dad says I can talk to him any time... but yeah no.

So like I said. Just kinda lost right now. I have two things I can upload tonight. Don't know when the next one's coming. Whenever I get a chance to write something that doesn't suck I guess.

Sorry to be the Christmas downer. I'll try to be more positive in the new year. Two am always finds me buried in my musings and typically pretty sad. Maybe I should go to sleep. There's a novel idea.

I'm out

Rachel

Oh. And Happy Holidays

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:iconthedarkenedbride:
Mood: Sociable *TheDarkenedBride Sep 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello :wave:
:iconrainbowsqueeplz: I'm getting together the next issue of my „friends features“, if you'd like to take part in it feel free to note me with 3 thumbcodes of your works, then pick a friend of yours and send me 3 of their works too :handshake: the feature will be released in the upcoming weeks, I'll note you with the link when it's done :salute:
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:iconpoke-me-if-you-dare:
so sorry this reply is so late. Thank you so much for considering me. I assume that the feature has already come out. Thank you again though for considering me.
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:iconthedarkenedbride:
*TheDarkenedBride Jan 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem :) it's a long term project, so feel free to send me your contribution when it suits you best, I'll gladly include your art and your friend
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Happy Birthday! :cake:
Hope you have a good one! :)
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$namenotrequired Jun 6, 2012  Student Interface Designer
Happy birthday! :hug:
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$namenotrequired Jun 11, 2012  Student Interface Designer
Welcome :happybounce:
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~Gaara27wolf Jun 6, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Happy birthday!
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